thats when loves happen

2011-11-24T12:33:00.001+08:00

Ytd afternoon went m1 w bro help him sign line ltr rush dwn to Bugis meet e! Thn head down to town n ltr he went off to meet his friend thn I go find dearr we head down to tampines to wait for e aftrwards Alvin joined us!

E: so sorry to let u wait so long

2011-11-22T05:39:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to me!!!

Went mongkok for dimsum at geylang w 2 bros n mum.
Ltr we chatted on the phone, lol :):):) happy happy!!

Happy 21st birdday to me!!!! Hehe

Morning went out w HL to leisure park for lunch At ri ben choon. Tks for the treat n tks for the present! :) evening e n dearr come find me for dinner at hawker chat awhile thy left cos Godpa come find me. N tht bastard suppose to come find me too end up w his lies agn! Make me happy for wht? Ass! Always! Nv change! I dnt knw if this time how am I gnna forgive u agn! I tired for keep giving u excuse n forgive u! Fook u!!

At night meet my exclassmate Jamie Leonie n Samantha, thy come w wei hua Lucas n Bernard went Clarke quay munched some food thn went over grand Hollywood! Lol tks for the shots ah! Lol. Appreciated n tks alot for the celebration n the present! ♥♡♥♡

2011-11-21T12:58:00.001+08:00

Ytd was Kelly n Jonathan's big day!! Hahah congrats oh!! N thy gave me surprise for celebrating my bdays!! Early celebration!! Lol got a shock n I'm touch!! Cried!! Haah ok I knw it's lame but at tht moment unexpected tht thy will gave me a surprise like this!! Oh damn!! Hahaha

All tks to carleen, Kelly, Jocelyn, jonathon, Cheryl, damson, Jing Yee, Charlene, apple, n etc who are there to celebrate my bday!!

And a big thank you to carleen ong huiyu for planning all this!! Tks alot loves♥♥♥♥

Thus few days wasn't sleep well gastric pain keep waking me up at the wrong timing, n I'm like only slp for like less than 5 hours or even lesser!! Wth right!! Hahha seen doc n doc fixed an appt for me agn 23-12-2011 gg cgh agn!! :( sigh!!

Damn fed up!! Hello I really having gastric pain n tht pain is already killing me
Like fcuk!! Why cnt u all understand?? Why I take mc also have to call me and blah blah this blah blah tht?? So wht?!?! I knw nt enough ppl wrking, I also dnt wish to mc is I really can't go to wrk! Wht if I really go, I go Liao also cn nt do Cust for wht? Not enough slp plus pain hw to do Cust uh?!?! Stop calling me n scold me/ say me or complaint to me tht I left u alone do closing or whatever shit!!!!!!!! Fucking hell la!! Put u into my shoes than!!! Now matter how sick I am I will still go
Wrk always but y cnt u all understand me uh?? Y only think about urself? Dnt go ur hse or wht u sure give me ur attitude!! Ehhh.., I'm not a must to acc u lei! I hv my own freedom my own choice to go or not go!! Dnt say till like is a must to go!! I dnt like it seriously!!!

Human being are really a selfish idiot freak!!!! Argh~!!!

2011-11-20T12:38:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday annita!
Happy birthday jtgs!!
Happy birthday Sandra!

Celebrated annita bday at golden mile ytd night thn head down to ph w catleen n elgin, ltr rush bck to kellys chalet!

Congrats kelly mrs ang n jonathon mr ang!! Finally it's ur big day le!! Happy for the both of u!!! Hahaah!!! Have a blissful marriage my sweet heart!! ♥

2011-11-16T02:32:00.001+08:00

Leaving for another 3-4 mths le! Gnna bear to leave everything down n move on to whr I'm gg!

13-11-11

Went Sam place aftr wrk for her 21st! Leonie send me n Jamie bck! Had lots of fun w thm!!

Ytd went out w kelson we r out to west coast he bring me thr to play playground over thr lol!! Had lots of chatting w him was nice!

N today aunt came over n send me mum n didi to marine parade for my check up. Patassium was fine already but gastric still giving me hard time :( this time round aftr finishing medicine still nt wrking thn thy gnna send me to specialize agn!! :( so my dear gastric get well soon okay!!

Evening whn out w dueces to Clarke quay. Hmm.. Not much chatting but quite okay! Lol still nice :)

Tks for letting me see u agn!! ♡
This time I'm not putting ♥ bcos thr isn't ur love cos it's empty n only my love thts y is a white heart

2011-11-07T00:59:00.001+08:00

Tues gg for interview oh man!! Excited!! But I'm still thinking whether to stay in sg or gg oversea n wrk! Lol

Ytd went loyang pray pray w carleen roland n Huang hui. Thn went chill awhile thn bck home.

Birthday coming le dnt knw how to celebrate sia haiyo! Might gg just for chill out ba :)

2011-11-03T09:35:00.001+08:00

Shit I like so damn drunk last night!! I won't drunk de lo is I saw him hug her plus she hold his hand wa make me damn dissapointed w her n him! Seriously!! But think back isn't worth! N I dnt hv to make myself so xin ku to face the two for thm like tht cos gan Qin shi bu ne mian qiang de! Which what Kelly n Jonathan said is true!! Let thm be ba! Cos he isn't mine anymore!! N really stupid for behaving like a fool!! Buck up my ideas and live on happily!! I doubt thrs somemore guys out thr could cherish n treasure me ba!! :) gd luck to me!! Lol

2011-10-31T23:24:00.001+08:00

Im sick agn!! Throat infection, fever, whole body aching!! Sad die me!!! So xinku!! Whn wrk half way mc go bck home rest too uncomfortable le!! :( mum cooked bartley for me!! Tks mum!! I love u!!! Lol

2011-10-30T12:38:00.001+08:00

Em Nho anh nhieu lam!! :( Tai sao anh khong bao gio den xuong cho em nhin thay ban? Lol I'm talking rubbish!! Lol

2011-10-29T21:26:00.001+08:00

Met carleen earlier to fetch zr aftr his school, bought him to mini mart to get him some snacks thn head back to carleens place to met jocelyn changed for zr thn out we go!! Met Kelly jonathan and cheryl at Bugis. Awhile ltr Cheryl left, we continue searching our stuff but still didn't get anything cos couldn't find any suitable ones. Aftr dinner bck to tamp bath-ed zr, padded zr slp. Lol dnt knw y ytd night he so stick to me!! Lol am happy though!! Aftr he slept Allan came over find me thn me carleen n him head over to soul, black n white thn back home! It's a tiring day ytd!

2011-10-28T14:03:00.001+08:00

Aftr discharge lost 2 kg!! Nice huh? Ltr gg meet carleen cos I wnna fetch zr aftr sch hvn do thts since he started sch cos been busy wrking n so on! Lol woo!! Excited!! N so happy!!! Hehe evening gg get kellys n Jonathan rom stuff!! Gnna be tiring I guess!! Lol it's my first time preparing ppl marry stuff oh!! Hahah whatever!! I'm crazy!! Lol

2011-10-27T23:47:00.001+08:00

Em Nho anh!! Chi vi anh khong Biet!! Hope he will always happy!! Lol im lazy to blog agn hahah

2011-10-23T21:58:00.001+08:00

Meet up w grandma, 4th aunt n small uncle! Im loving it w this feeling!! N I decided to let go of all my fears! I cnt bring along my fears throughout my whole entire life!! Yea!! This should be it!! I will slowly open up my doors, no fears n thn no regrets!!

&& most importantly I promised mum I will stop smoking n all my spicy n sour food n those food will lead high potassium to prevent vomit blood from gastric n prevent potassium gets higher!!! I will be ur gd daughter from now!!! :):) hopefully okay!!! Lol

2011-10-22T15:31:00.001+08:00

Back home le! Feeling great once reached home! Home always the best ever feeling! Lol mc till 24-10 gnna rest at home. Doc say if I ever had worst gastric pain or vomit blood agn go bck to a&e agn!

2011-10-22T08:07:00.001+08:00

Now waiting for discharge!

From sweet n Jonathan

2011-10-22T02:18:00.001+08:00

Tml gnna discharge! Woo!! Called granny and told her, dnt wnna her to worry de lo but okay na now okay Liao let her knw also nt too late Ma hor? Lol

Photos of me having the drips on

2011-10-21T18:23:00.001+08:00

Aftr scope tml I cn be discharge. Scope was scary was put to half slp yet I cn still know wht thy r doing! -.-" now meals back. Doc say thr small scar and eventually recovers n I'm fine now so tml I cn discharge. Tks carleen, mum, Kelly& Jonathan for visiting me!

Sorry mum made u worry le!!:(:(

2011-10-21T14:43:00.001+08:00

Ytd morning went poly see doc agn, doc gave me a referral letter and make an appointment for the scope! But doc say if vomited blood agn strianght go a n e at night vomited agn!! Head to changi general hospital had my blood test done, xray thn admitted to hospital suspect somewhere internal bleeding need to do a scope. Most properly is gastric! :( now I'm so bored n lonely in the hospital!!!! Damn!!!! Ytd night luckily got carleen n mum acc me if not I confirm scared to hell!! Lol

2011-10-20T12:46:00.001+08:00

Seen doc ytd n today gg changi for an appt on 22/12/11 :( if vomit blood agn gnna go straight to changi Liao! Damn!!! Wht us wring w me?!?!?! :(:(:(

2011-10-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

vomitted blood today, nice one!! now im so scare!!! aftr seeing all the food n blood came out!!

damn! lol today ovrslpet so didnt go sata tml aftr meeting hv to go sata le sandra will be accopanying me! not letting mama know yet i dnt wnt her to worry for me :(

face n leg is still swollen! :( i have to stop smoking for today onwards! n i mean it! :(

2011-10-18T02:04:00.001+08:00

Lol all tks to u I hv a swollen eyes to wrk!! Now my face n leg getting swollen le so scare. Sandra advice me to go sata tml to check my blood agn!! Just for in case my sickness goes worst! :( so stress now!! Okay!! I've to tell myself nth wrong I will be fine!! Nth gnna get worst! Jia you!! Argh~!! How long cn I lied to myself!! Luckily I hv no bf now if not I dnt bear to let him worry for me! Haha now I only dnt bear my family worry for me :( shag!!! So shag!!!

2011-10-17T03:55:00.001+08:00

It's gnna be the last night w bro!! Anh, lam the nao Em muon anh se khong de lai cho Em! Anh co Biet khong?!!

2011-10-15T02:31:00.001+08:00

I dnt wnt bro to leave me :(:( why bro hv to leave me agn?? N this time his gnna leave me longer time!!!! Wtf!!!! I hate this feeling

Unforgettable bro!!!

2011-10-14T23:59:00.001+08:00

Haiyo how? I can't find any male partner for tml!!! Lol all my tot was only him sia -.-" wth!!! Tsk!!! Who can I call sia!!!!!! Sigh!!

This photo r for my babes

2011-10-14T00:47:00.001+08:00

Heard a bad news today which doc nv tell me how important is my illness! Damn, I might get cancer n kidney prob too!! Wth!!! Damn shag!!! Stress!!! :( I'm not letting anyone know especially my family! :( sigh!!! Im gnna be alone, alone to face all this, and I'm alone!! :( tks god tht we break off if not I won't knw hw will bear to leave him, won't know hw to say to him! Bt now I dnt hv to explain to anyone except my family!! :(:(:(:(

2011-10-12T12:49:00.001+08:00

Damn fooking angry w Abby!!! Cos she bite my earpiece!!! N it's spoil now!!! :(:(:(:( n even my medical report!! Wtf!!!
All tks to Abby! I've to spend another $15 for a new earpiece!! :(:(:( pocket one big hole Liao la!! Idiot!!!

如果你是真爱我的，你当时就不应该背板我！
如果你是真心的，你当时就不应该把我一个人丢下！
如果你是真的想要挽回，你早就挽回了可比等到现在，当我以选择放弃你了呢？
你要的这不过是要利用我吧了！我知道，都知道！

我对你真的好希望！请你在我生命中消失！

2011-10-12T01:12:00.001+08:00

Result is out, collected my report! I'm having high potassium which will lead to muscle weakness and irregular heartbeat. Lots of food n fruits I've to cut down to reduce my blood level n control the blood level from gg up! 1mth ltr gg bck for blood test agn! :(:(

2011-10-11T14:23:00.001+08:00

Mum I super duper disappointed in u! U told me u wnna sleep dnt wnna acc me go. Ok nvm! End up u rather go out w tht old uncle thn me! Wtf!!! I'm huge disappointed in u seriously! U still cn yell at me loudly!! How nice!!! Nice wnt!!!

2011-10-10T21:25:00.003+08:00

Ytd n today he was here ;) but I've to stop thinking if him le seriously!! Cos isn't worth n thr isn't a way tht we could gt bck tgt le! Lol! We r only friends remember!!

2011-10-09T12:47:00.001+08:00

Lol was too hyper active ytd n was drunk too! Wake up thn I knw ytd I call him! -.-" I call him for fcuk!!!!! -.-"""""

Well babes I think I won't be behaving like this agn hahah so try to forget abt ytd night ya;)

2011-10-08T22:35:00.001+08:00

Aftr went amk hub w qh n fm shop for a while now heading to ecp to meet my babes!!

Photo Nices?

2011-10-07T21:41:00.001+08:00

If I would to truly love u, I've to accept u and ur everything, no matter if its a bad habit or etc. But now I think I've to give up! :) end it! Stop thinking of u!!! I n u impossible to be tgt agn! Nv will!! :)

I've communication prob w ppl, ppl cnt tolerate me! I'm a fcuk tup person!!! Yea!!! So I'm not gg to be close to anyone else from now!! Treat everyone as a stranger no matter are thy my closest friend!!! Yeah!!! It should be this way!!!!

Enjoy my lonely life from now ya!!!! Jiayou!! I cn do it!!!! ;)

But I still miss u!! Lol I knw I'm behaving like a fool!!! Ppl also dnt love me dnt miss me Liao I still behaviour like an idiot lol!!! Stupid me!!

2011-10-06T22:06:00.001+08:00

I tot I saw him today! Lol its my illusion who saw him!!! :(:(

"Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this."

2011-10-05T21:24:00.001+08:00

His here today n we did chat a little while like only a few sentence I also happy le ;)

Met my ladies carleen, Kelly n annita!! Went simpang bedok for dinner!!

2011-10-04T21:28:00.001+08:00

Was thinking this few days should I pass him toy tht I hv bought for her daughter long ago! Lol mum said I shouldn't cos we already hv broke up. Argh!! Cracking head!!!

Yeah!!!! He msged me just now!!! :):):)

Sigh!! Blue black get bigger!! :(:(

2011-10-03T19:07:00.001+08:00

Had my blood test today, and fatty go in for 9weeks sigh! God bless me! :(

Aftr blood test went Chinatown meet carleen n her cousin thn to sembawang fetch zr home.

Tonight my gastric starts agn! :( I miss him so!

2011-10-02T23:10:00.001+08:00

Tonight no wines no alcohol :( but excerise is allowed! Imyb!! :(

Had steamboat for dinner w David -.- walked home from blastier! Cool uh!!;)

Gastric pain the whole night!! Wth!! N I'm fasting now for tml blood test!! Nice one!!!

2011-10-01T21:09:00.001+08:00

Wth!! I keeping today is friday sia!! Tsk!! Whts wrng w me man? Tsk!! Em Nho anh!!!

2011-09-30T11:10:00.001+08:00

Sigh!! Monday gg do blood test agn!! Damn!!! Arghhhhhh!!!!

I gnna be brave n strong girl! I w go myself!!! Whn I go take report also alone!

His here agn! :( nv talk also! Also good my heart so pain whenever I see him! Hurt!! N knw wht!!! Tml she meeting his parent!! Wtf!!! Okay whatever his nt my whoever already! I dnt care! N I dnt wnna knw!!! Pls ppl dnt tell me anything abt thm!! The both of thm!!! Tks!!!!!!! It's hurting to know even more!!!!

2011-09-30T02:17:00.001+08:00

Went qh hse today, before knock he went dwn to find xh! Aww! I miss him! I wish I could see him agn but everytime I sees him... Pain!!! :(:(:( last photo of him

2011-09-29T00:28:00.001+08:00

Morning went skin center w Kelly n jonathon aftr tht we went novena square walk for a while thn head down to ps for movie afte movie went Bugis cos jonathon wnt bring Kelly go buy their wedding ring! Ltr carleen joined awhile n left cos zr nt feeling well thn we went Bugis street for a walk n thn back home. N I fall aslp too tired le! Lol just wake up! Lol thts all for today's journey!

Days are coming closer n closer, bro leaving me, leaving us! I'm scare! My birthday coming n I'm gonna be alone agn! Sigh!! :( n imy :(

2011-09-28T00:37:00.001+08:00

Tam biet tinh Yeu! Though I wnt it to last but no fate ba! Haha too much of dnt understand thts y! We startedtoo fast thts y! It's ok! Who ask me born to be useless! Hahah nvm it's okay! I'm alright! Drinking brezeer n wine just nw like so wow!! Hahah

Though tonights isn't a happy night but I'm kinda happy cos today me mum bro n small bro hv the chance to gt tgt n hv dinner tgt! Hw great right! Been yrs we hvn been eating tgt at home in one table!

2011-09-27T19:08:00.001+08:00

Whn to see doctor, doctor say scare I my white blood cell more thn red blood cell need take blood test n my kidney too! :( terrible is kinda pain but bearable! Lol kns took 1big n 1small container of my blood:( hvn tallke already giddy take Liao more giddy until nw still giddy lo -.- wth man!!! No good no good!!!

2011-09-26T21:40:00.001+08:00

Is this wht u wnt? Thn must well a break up? Like tht is bttr to us isn't it?
N u dnt think I'm the kind of girl u r searching for! So y not we just let go of each other? Let us find a bttr person who suits us more? Great idea?

Talked to mum last night! Feeling much bttr! N mum is right, why nt let go like this me n him(maybe) will feel bttr? Hw long cn we drag? Hw long cn we afford to wait? Hw long cn we tolerate? It's true! So wht r u waiting for? Dnt wnt till he say to u say it to him first else u will suffer more!

Ban trai is sick n ytd he called me
Whn my phone is silent thn I knw his nt feeling well n thts y he called me! I'm sry tht I wasn't thr for u whn u needed me!

I asked him
Sry to disturb u from resting, I need to talk to u! Face to face cn nt thn here ba,

y r u still treating me so cold? I dnt understand! U said we hv communication problem but arent u really knw in the first place tht I'm quiet?

If u really hv lost interest w me already just tell me!

U like tht drag wnt drag until whn be like this until wh?

Or u waiting for me to say?

Or whts up to u?

Mind saying?

U said before tht if I wnt this rs to last whatever unhappy things say it out, n u r nt saying out wht?

N all my reply frm u is all one word by one word! Wht is wrong man? Is like suddenly u changed!

U said u aren't like the others but y r u behaving like this?

Cn I knw?

He replied

I will talk to you within this few days , I'm not well now can I have my rest peacefully please ?

2011-09-25T22:47:00.001+08:00

Everyday feeling so terrible! Wht should I do? Terrible the horrible!!! So suck!!! Shouldn't hv start!!! If we nv had start today I wnt feel so terrible! N I think u also wnt so stressed up!!! Whatever I dnt care! I dnt wnna bother anymore!!! 3 mre days!!!:( n it's my worst one ever all!!!:(:(:(:(

I think this yr my birthday I'm nt gnna hv any bf acc me agn ba! :(:(:(

Ytd I'm drinking breezer tonight I'm drinking red wine! Lol hw great!

2011-09-25T02:19:00.001+08:00

Tks ladies! For our emoing night! I've a great night tonight! N tks for all the advice too! Love my ladies so much! Always my ladies! Cohy n kgxh! ;)
N tks god he came dwn! Tks! :) is so much bttr aftr seeing him!

Lol I drank too much last night abit drunk lol! Cos I said to carleen we buy one bottle half half ah she say ok so Kelly bought herself one bottle too! End up I n Kelly the one drank lol she did drank but abit only lo! Lol enjoy the moment last night hope time could just stop thr! :(

2011-09-24T21:53:00.001+08:00

I've found another way to torture myself! ;) morning login to fb saw something which I wnna pretend I saw nth but I cnt! He removed away the relationship status!! Asked him like this mean wnna break up? Nv reply I send agn give me an answer reply me, still nv reply I send agn so silent means yes? Finally He replied "no la u think too much" I asked him why is he treating me this way all this days n blah blah blah he replied "communication is the key prob" wht does it mean? I dnt understand!! Cn anyone tell wht does it mean?? Sigh!!

Though im talking to myself here but I at least is not in my mind nt in my heart! Cos I realty hv to one to turn to, no one to talk to! :(:(:(:(

His w her daughter today! Hope he had a great time w her! I knw its of cos n definerly will!! Lol at least tonight it's better! :) a little happy! Now otw meeting carleen my dear n Kelly my sweet! They say tonight emoing lol!! Quite true for me only! :) hv asked him whether he wnna tag along he say wnna make her daughter slp first. Hoping if he will be able to joini us! But it's alright if he cnt!

2011-09-24T00:56:00.001+08:00

Too cold!! Feeling terrible!! Cn u at least tell me wht did I do wrong? Or wht hv I done to let u treating me this way? Is kinda torture!! I'm crying for the whole for not knowing whts wrong!! Do u knw tht? No u dnt! This feelings is really sucks!!! Terrible, horrible !!!!

2011-09-23T12:14:00.001+08:00

Ytd aftr wrk xh spoke to me, hmm... I think I've to change n do some effort. Though I dnt gd at talking or wht I still hv to try! I think I can! Okay!! All the best to me!!! But he seem to getting far away Liao! -.- sad!

Ytd night went jogging ran the whole Carnell just nice ran finish the Carnell he called! :) talk for awhile hang up continue w my excerise climbed up the stair frm 1st floor to the last floor thn go dwn n climbed up agn for 3 times thn climbed up the stairs bck home!! Now both of mucsler is like so ache lo!! -.- tonight cnt go jogging le gnna do light excerise for my arms! ;)

2011-09-22T12:30:00.001+08:00

Sigh!! Dear dear dnt wnt call me dnt wnt msg me Liao!!! Did I do anything wrong? Imy la!!! :(:(:(

I think my bf dnt wnt me already!!! He dnt even bother to reply my msg Liao!!! :(:(:(:( nice one!!! :'(:'(

2011-09-22T02:06:00.001+08:00

Okay I think I'm over sensitive think too much!!! I'm sry ban trai!! Xin loi ban trai! I hv too stop thinking too much from now!!! Dnt always think negative la dey!!! Think positive!!! Tsk!!!

2011-09-21T17:42:00.001+08:00

Wth!!! Wht a bf I hv?!?!? Go meet friend thn meet me!!! Kao!!! Feel so upsad n angry!!!! Sigh!!! Wht to do!!! He wnts low profile!! Wht cn I say!!! Dnt understand y? Cnt blame this path is I choose myself!!

Seriously u make me feel I'm just a sex toy of yours! Whn u need sex call me over u dnt need hack care me!!! Sigh!!! 

Sigh!!! Alone at home!! Wht cn I do? So boring!!!

N thr goes agn!!! Cos Imy ban trai!!!!

2011-09-21T12:38:00.001+08:00

I've never feel happy ever since u! been still searching for the happiness tht I've found in you! Is kinda hard! Cos everyone hv their own diff. Sigh!! Wht I wnt man!!! Wht u wnt man!!!! Shit u!!!!

Is this wht I wnt? My rs to be this way? Lol blank! Totally blank!! As I walked in started to black out!! Dnt knw wht should I do, wht I wnt! I just dnt feel happy at all some thing is not very right!!!! Sigh!!!

Who cn I talk to? Wht cn I do? Whr cn I go? Thrs no one I cn talk too! Nth I cn do! And ive no whr to go!!!

2011-09-20T11:11:00.001+08:00

A group of girlfriends went on vacation and saw a five-story hotel with a sign that read, ‘For Women Only.’ Since they were without their boyfriends, they decided to go in. The Bouncer, a very attractive guy, explains to them how it works. ‘We have 5 floors... go up floor by floor, and once you find what you are looking for, you can stay there. It's easy to decide, since each floor has signs telling you what's inside.’
So they start going up, and on the first floor the sign reads, ‘All the men here are
horrible lovers, but they are sensitive and kind’... the friends laugh and, without
hesitation, move on to the next floor. The sign on the second floor reads, ‘All the men here are wonderful lovers, but they generally treat women badly.’ This wasn't going to do, so the friends move up to the third floor where the sign read, ‘All the men here are great lovers and sensitive to the needs of women.’ This was good, but there were still two more floors. On the fourth floor, the sign was perfect: ‘All the men here have perfect builds; are sensitive and attentive to women; are perfect lovers; they are also single, rich and straight.’ The women seemed pleased, but they decide that they would rather see what the fifth floor had to offer before they settled for the fourth. When they reach the fifth floor, there is a sign that reads: ‘There are no men here. This floor was built only to prove that it is impossible to please a woman.’

Joke for the day!

2011-09-19T17:46:00.002+08:00

Feeling terrible now! Almost cried today at work! Damn! Hv did my best my part to do everything at work is always nv enough! Wht do u all expect? One person do two person job! Wht some more u all expect? Damn!!

2011-09-18T23:16:00.002+08:00

Too many tots too many things happen together let me cnt take it anymore! Dnt understand is y living in life has to be in this way? I mean my life! Well I've tried to listen to my doctor tht I've to stop thinking negative think positive! If not I'll nv recover if I keep behaving this way! Sigh~!!

I just feel myself so useless whatever I do always not successful! Damn! Try my best to do my best but it always turn out the other way round!

N I've tried to talk as much as I can but ppl around still saying me tht "im too quiet" especially him! Nobody understands me at all! N y cnt he to smile at me first? Whenever we met the first think I saw him frm far I'm like so happy but y couldn't he just smile at me first and I'll just smile bck n like being this way n not I've to smile at him first :( (-.-") too many sigh~!!!!!

Dnt get it! Dnt understand!!! Dnt knw either!!!!

2011-09-17T20:06:00.002+08:00

Bibi! Jie jie miss u so much! :(:(
Hw I wish u n chi gai is with me now! At least I won't feel so left out without the both of u! My ever best mates I hv met! Tks my dear girl bibi n chigai!

Damn giddy today damn it! I think I didn't slp well last night n not enough slp thts y! Giddy till feel like vomitting! :( argh!! Not nice!! :(:(

2011-09-17T01:07:00.002+08:00

I tot I could be happy w u! I tot u r the happiness tht im searching for! I tot u could give me the happiness tht I wnted for! But I guess this all nt I wnted before! I shouldnt hv how u my love nv ever! Stay hard thn frm now!!! Shermaine jia you! N dnt be soft hearted anymore! U cn do it!!!

Nv hv step in! If I nv stepped in I wnt hv all this weird feelings!! Damn it! Well nv too late to step out I knw! But I think I've stepped quite deep :( shag!! It's okay! I still cn slowly step out! 3yr n 1 yr so deep Liao y not a few weeks one!!! Am I right? Damn it!!! Is this wht I should deserve?
Always doing the same damn thing so sick of it! Whn thn I cn find some one tht I cn relies on n a stable rs?!?!?

I hate myself for being a failure!!! Always wo fail! No matter is it in "relationship", family, friendship or in career!!! I'm always the failure! I've nv success in anything! Hw great am I? Shut me down instead y still putting me in earth doing all these shit tht I will be in success for?!?!?!

Y? Y? Y? Y? Y?

Seriously I only feel so unsercure being w u!!!!!

2011-09-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

Y am I always the middle man? 

And y did everyone like to throw their temper at me? Show me their attitude? Especially him!! Wthack!!!! Fook!!! I hate this!!!! 

Why is it always me? This cn not tht also cnnot!! Wthack la seriously? Whts the meaning of living man!!! I seriously dnt get it!!!

Shouldn't hv change my attitude, cos now I wnt hv this kind of problem, letting thm show their attitude on me! Argh!!! I seriously unhappy being this way!!! Why am I always keeping silent? Silent doesn't means I cn let u climb over my head lei! Seriously its rubbish!!! Bull shit!!!

I hate to love! I told u I'm tired of being in love! U said u r ain't like the others though it's nt the first time I heard but I choose to trust ur words but..... Seriously u r partly thm!!! just feel like giving up!!!

 cry in the middle of the night nobody knows! Hw great!!! Sigh~~!!!!!

Am I born to let everyone treating me this way? Cn anybody tell me? :(:(

2011-09-16T11:54:00.002+08:00

Meeting today n hv to tied up my hair hv an bun with full make up -.- dnt knw wht the hack gg on to lol!

Sigh! See ban trai so stress up I also so stress up sia! Dnt knw hw to cheer him up dnt knw hw to talk to him too! Damn shag la! :( I dnt knw hw to carry on like tht sia! Cos I'm really not a gd ban gai! :( sigh!!! Dnt knw how to tc of him, dnt knw how to cheer him up release his stress! Damn it!!! Hw I wish chi gai is here with me and can help me through out! :(:(:(

Anyone cn help???? Lol

2011-09-15T21:54:00.001+08:00

Em Nho ban trai! Is happy to see ban trai during work! He came down aftr his wrk with his daughter, grandma n her grandpa! Though kinda love him but stress na! Sigh!

2011-09-14T11:51:00.003+08:00

I'm back aftr so long! Hehe! Aftr so many things hv settle been going thru slots of problem all this while!

Woo!!! Finally I'm alright now n recovering! Though not fully cover but I'll try my best to tc of myself! :) and most of all thanks to ppl around me tc of! Those ppl are my colleagues though they r not my friends but as a group u ppl did the best :) tks ladies!

Well I also hv to thank god to let me met him! :) aftr so many things happen hahah tks for coming out at the right time :) been fear to walk toward u've pull me thru! Though my pro is nt worst thn urs but we'll make it thru with our strength!!! Lol

And the most important in my life i've thank is my chi gai! For taking good care of me whn u r around me! Be my listening ear! Be thr for me Whenever I need some one! Understand me so much! Though now we could be tgt but I sure one day we can be like last time everyday stick tgt! :):) Em Yeu chi va nho chi nhieu nhieu!!!!!

Pictures of me n chi gai! ♥♥

2010-05-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

I MISS EVERYONE! ALL MY FRIENDS which close to me!!
like so different now lohs. :(
Zen is right, last time i'm like so busy,
everyday have different progamme
want lohs but now i'm like .....
OMG!!!
ahhahs
well, i'm very lazy to post last months post.
cos its so damn long for mr to type.
heheh

fading away from ahjiu, going close to another person
but this person, i'm really scare to go further nearer.:(

doesn't seen doing well this few months buck up
with everything from now!! Jiayou!! Good luck Shermaine!! :)

2010-03-24T00:57:00.003+08:00

19-02-10

went thai disco with chick, ses, jerlyn, akk then back home.

20-02-10

went movie with akk, ses, and jerlyn later jx
join us for dimsum at geylang then back home.

21-02-10 to 25-02-10

went feima there help her. ah pui drove me bck

26-02-10

went feima there meet carleen and zen there,
then out for movies at bishan. hahahh
was a damn funny day!!!

zen: "i want a jumbo hotdog!"
cashier: " we've no more hotdogs!"
zen: "then what hotdog you have!"
HAHHA WTH!!! AND AND AND~!!
cashier: "what drink you want?"
zen: "what drinks you've?" (laughs)
zen ask carleen: "what drinks you want?"
carleen: "ice lemon tea lohs!"
zen to cashier: "ice lemon tea loh!"

HAHAH LAUGH MY ASS OUT MAN!!!

27-02-10

back homed rest awhile later feima called
asked me down find her, cos ahjiu want see me.
hahhah

01-03-10

had dinner with jennifer, joanne, joanne's niece
and andy

03-03-10

Happy Birthday YiMing!!

04-03-10

shag! fall sick again:( i've a super sexy voice!
WOOW~! POWER TO THE MA!!

05-03-10

I'm so sick yet still go bck work!
wth~!!

06-03-10

still sick but recovering. went feima there meet
carleen and zen, went for dinner then to
mustarfa, zen bought me medicine to
eat! thank so much guy!! love you all to the MAX!!
later went gullimard rd prawning!!=]

07-03-10

All thanks to c arleen and zen for the medicine
and i could recover so fast! and thanks to
feima either for the accompany.

CARLEEN, ZEN AND FEIMA:
I'VE OWE YOU SO MUCH!
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
and thanks for caring and concern me
whenever i'm down or not!!
no matter what happens i'll still be with
the three of you!!

08-03-10

Happy Birthday Youyi!

10-03-10

Happy 22th Birthday Bigbro!!

12-03-10

had outing with my girls,
jamie, leonie and samantha. went boat quay
for dinner, chat-ed then back home with
jamie.

15-03-10

I can't put any effect at work the whole day,
even cut my hand accidently! my mind is all with ahjiu!!
hahah miss ahjiu!! overnight at feima places

17-03-10

went feima there. was ahjiu i'm so happy
i dont know why! hahah thanks to ahjiu
cos for long i didnt been so happy already.
hahha i also dont know when i've fall for
you lohs. hahah

19-03-10

went feima there later to 13 met jamie, ben and alex there
went prawning at gullimard rd. then back home.

20-03-10

AHJIU!!!! I'M VERY COMFIRM I'VE FALLEN FOR YOU!!
:D

21-03-10

Ahjiu is going back tomorrw and i gonna miss him
:( baby, pls come back faster ya, i know you go back
only 4 days but for me its very long you know!! HAHAHH

22-03-10

ahjiu go back le. so sad:( miss you much!!

23-03-10

Day 1: ahjiu, I miss you like crazy!!! :(

24-03-10

Day 2: chatted with him on the phone.
Argh~! i can't wait for another 2 more day!!
I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!

2010-02-24T20:36:00.002+08:00

08-01-10

went out with joanne, jennifer, yilong,
xiaolong and andy to party world! enjoy =]

09-01-10

akk fetch me from sk to rivervale mall eat
supper to kovan play lan with ses, jerlyn, jx,
chick and kimi after lan we headed to golden mount thai disco.
poor akk lonely, cos he can't drink as he is driving.
hahha fun day! =]

10-01-10

after work went tampines shopping with jennifer
end up only jennifer buying stuffs not me again =[
hhaha saw my sweetheart kelly there too.
afterwhich back home meet ben for awhile later
bigbro join us too. then to 13 chill out for a
while then back home.

during work i saw him outside
my shop. Man~! when i choose to let go
you let me see you how can like that~!!!
my mind out of sudden was so blank that i
don't know shoulde i chase out or see you
go like that and let go, end up i choose to
let you go without pulling back. =]
thanks for letting me see you one last time!
JTGS I REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH!!
wanted you back so much but like i said
it will be my last time disturbing you,
i won't do it anymore and set you free. =]
I hope this choose i made won't regret and its great!

11-01-10

after work went kovan had my purple done
then down gb find fx a while chatted lotsa
then back to airport met ben awhile then
back home chatted on the phone with denise =]

12-01-10

had my hair cut =[ i've got in a second place
elated about it perhaps a little upsad as my
long long hair is gone! =[

13-01-10

went out with wanling in the evening, at night
went over to feima there awhile then to kovan
met vincent chilled at hkcafe then later back home.

14-01-10

after work went shopping with yingying
we bought the same tops for our cny clothes.
hahah well after which back home had my
arts done then met ben chilled at 13 and back home.

16-01-10

went out with denise, denise bf and
theirs friends to ph. back home late. GG MAN~!

18-01-10

went bukit batoh had manjong at ahpui's ahgong fineral.
ahpui and i lose =[ qiang and chantel won =[

19-01-10

went parkway with small bro had lunch
there then to katong played lan and pool later back home.

20-01-10

mc stayed at home the whole day =[

21-01-10

after work went compass point with jennifer
hahha she had me to control her not to
spend money! thank mr for that yeah! =]

24-01-10

Happy 27th birthday Linde!!

had dinner with smallbro and ahpui.
tot of going prawning end up we played basketball
then ah pui came my house for manjong till morning.

25-01-10

slept whole day at home. at night went out with
carleen and leroy. we had dinner at soul garden
then to thier house and stayed over there.

26-01-10

morninf zen send leroy to school, carleen to work
then bring me to their awaiting house at sembawang.
he drove me back home. watched curel temptation
the whole day. =]

28-01-10

night went katong with my two bro played pool and lan
then back home.

30-01-10

out with carleen, zen and akk went whampoo had movie
there then headed to mustafar shop shop. then
head down for dim sum then akk drove me back.

03-02-10

i've a new pet now. Hello to our new comer
jack russell cum giwawa. hmm.. her name will be
"bibi" from now onwards. =]

05-02-10

went thai disco with akk, chick, jenniffer, jx, jerlyn,
ses and ses's campmate.

06-02-10

overnight at jennifer's place. Omg! i miss bibi so much!
Im so moodless the wholeday today. i dont know why either=[

07-02-10

out with jennifer, joanne, andy and xiaolong to
perty world again =]

08-02-10

Happy Birthday Jeryln!!

went shopping with yingying after work. then
akk fetch me from hougang to ses house and get his
car then dwon to punggol had dinner there then back home.

13-02-10

went thai disco with ses, jerlyn, bigbro, chick and akk

14-02-10

Happy 20th birthday ahpui!
&
Happy Valentine Days Everyone!!

after gradma house to carleen aunty house then
to boat quay with ses, jx, akk, chick and jennifer.

16-02-10

met carleen at her grandma house then to tampines shop
then to her house stay up to night, then enghong
drove me out for dinner then back home

17-02-10

had company dinner after work then to amk
for k box with colleagues then stay over at ying
place.

2010-01-05T20:51:00.003+08:00

24-12-09

Went novena waited for akk there.
met russell and his friends there later akk
came and drove me over to his sis house.
then later bused to boat quay join chick,
kimi and theire friends. when we're going back
met wei siong they all. HOHOHO~!!!
then cab home.

25-12-09

HOHOHO~!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS~!!!

26-12-09

met weisiong at kovan for a while
later weisiong sended me back.

28-12-09

Went punggol fishing with fx and his
friend later back home.

29-12-09

Had basketball session with small bro,
nicoales and ah ben at mcc.
WOOW~!! COOL~!!! =]

30-12-09

Man! Having musselach!! Shit!! =[
went 15 find feima later ahpui drove me back =]

31-12-09

Happy 19th Birthday to Russell and Ronald!!!

went punggol met kimi chick and akk
watched fireworks at sengkang then later
to punggol end marina drink
later akk drove me back =]

01-01-10

Happy New Year~!!!!

I'm back to hougang again =]
after work wet hougang mall shopping with
sandra, sandra daughter and jennifer. LOL
only they are the one buying not me=[
cos i dont see any. hahahs

02-01-10

went kovan to let the hairstyles have
a look at my hair discuss about the
competition thingy. Man!! so panic
I'll have my short hair real soon!! =[

04-01-10

Had my badketball session again with
the same person again! WEEW!!!

05-01-10

had meeting in the afternoon that
i've to go back offices, after meeting went
down to kovan had my hair colour done then
to court. luckily everything is fine. =]
Thanks god! after court went down
bugis with ah pui. =]

2009-12-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

09-12-09

after work met ahkeng, ahpui and
geraldine at ps watch storm warrior 2
then back home.

11-12-09

met pei quan after work at amk.
when mac slack then wetn to play pool at
kpool then later akk came fetch me to
gullimard villiage prawning.

12-12-09

went punggol met akk had dinner there
then headed to boat quay met chick,
his gf and 2 others chicks friend. then later back home.

13-12-09

went geylang find fei ma, carleen leroy and zen.
later zen drove me back.

14-12-09

Happy 19th Birthday Boon Kiat!

15-12-09

prawning with ahpui and ahben at guillimard village
till morning. then morning accompany ahpui to mac
eat breadfast, later back home.

16-12-09

out shopping with mother. =]

17-12-09

Happy 22th Birthday Qiaohui!

19-12-09

Happy 21th Birthday Kok Wee!

went out for movie with ahpui, geraldine
and ahkeng watched bodygard and assassins
at ps then back home.

20-12-09

went theme park with akk, chick and his gf
afterwards to hougang had pepper lunch for dinner
then to kovan play lan there later akk drove me back.

21-12-09

Happy 18th Birthday Fino!

went 15 find feima. today feima mood wasn't good.
guess she has some problrm ba.
feima cheers ya? =] as usual ahpui uncle drove me back.

22-12-09

After work met ah pui, ahkeng and geraldine
at hub had pepper lunch for dinner later to virtualand
played lan then later for movie. watching Avatar. later
back home.

23-12-09

Happy Birthday Joker!

2009-12-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

27-11-09

happy 21th brithday chick!

28-11-09

went chick's chalet at downtown.
played manjong there. then later
akk drove me home.

30-11-09

went geylang find fei ma. later back home

01-12-09

overnight at minghui house.

03-12-09

went 15 find fei ma. ahpui uncle drove me back.
minghui, sorry my mood wasn't good.
hope you won't mind =]

04-12-09

went out for movie. watch ninja
with joanne, jennifer, andy, xiao long
and zhi long at northpoint. later
andy frove me back.

07-12-09

went out for moive again.
watched ninja again. hahhas
this time with ahpui, geraldine
and ah keng at amk.

08-12-09

went for court during working hours.
oh man! i was so scare man. hahahs
thanks ahpui and ahkeng kept me accompany!
appericated much!=]
after work went parklane play lan with
ahkeng, ahpui and willy. then back home =]

2009-11-25T03:10:00.003+08:00

Really its so damn unfair to me la!
WTH!!! what have i done wrong man?!
What is wrong with you man? damn it!!
I'm sick of all this nonsense!!
MY GOODNESS!!!! GOSH~!!!
Im gonna throw all this away
from now on, taking all back!!

2009-11-25T00:24:00.002+08:00

24-11-09

Happy Birthday Kester!

met sky after work, he passed me present.
then to geylang find fei ma then ahpui, keng,
willy find me at geylang then we headed to
parklane play lan. =]

I FUCKING HATE YOU! I DONT WISH
OR WANT YOU SEE YOU BLOODING
FACE ANYMORE! FUCKER! ARGHHH~!!!!

2009-11-22T18:49:00.003+08:00

18-11-09

Happy Birthday Bo license!

went out with akk watch 2012 at pasir ris
later back home.

19-11-09

Happy Birthday Sandra!

20-11-09

Happy Birthday Julian and Annita!

21-11-09

Happy Birthday Jason!

after work went out with jenny
for steamboat bugis, met vicky,
ahkeng, ahpui, geraldine, sky and ahsia.
thanks for celebrating my birthday! was fun!
And its my last day at hougang outlet im so
sad! during working hours i almost cried
ahhahs. will be at amk outlet from monday onwards! =[

22-11-09

Happy Birhtday to me!!
was out with ahpui and ahkeng
met them at bugis later to ps find geraldine
watch 2012 again hahahs then back home.
got present from ah pui! thanks!=]
i had a wonderful day!

2009-11-18T00:24:00.003+08:00

27-10-09

after work went tampines meet
desmond and weisiong slacked then back home.

01-11-09

Happy Birthday Ahsan!

after work went grandlink meet weisiong
went royal find ivan chat awhile back hme
then fx and ken came over to help me with the
biscycle thingy then to ecp cycle.

02-11-09

Mc! ahhas
went out with akk for movie session=]

07-11-09

Happy 21th birthday Ahtai!

went double o celebate ah tai birthday!
ahhas he is drunk was a fun day!

14-11-09

Happy 35th birthday Zen!

met carleen and zen after work we went
for movie and we went mustafar shop.
ahahsh was a fun day!
Hope carleen and zen won't quarrel again!
and their relationship will be smoother too!

2009-10-25T23:08:00.004+08:00

14-10-09

after work back home had house cleaning
awhile later weisiong and his boss came
kallang find me and mother slacked at 13
then back home.

15-10-09

met kokwee and fx at city hall.
went marina square for pool
waiting for emmanuel to come for movie.
but movie was cancel =[ cos suntec and marina
did not have what we wanna watch.
so accompany emmanuel to little india to find
what he wants for their deppavali. later fx back
home me kokwee and emmanuel waited for kelly
at little india then headed to top one =]
singing session again =]

16-10-09

met weisiong at kallang later to leisure park
for movie then to 13 with mother for drinking session
awhile later to my house continued weisiong came too.

17-10-09

might be meeting weisiong hong seng they all.
but didnt meet them end up i went to meet
carleen amd zen. we went city aquare then
to east coast then back home.

18-10-09

met weisiong at tampines had dinner there
and headed to bedok meet ahpui.
slacked at his house downstairs. then back home

19-10-09

went amk hub met matin there then
headed to emmanuel house to meet
kokwee and emmanuel later fx came too.
slacked then back home

20-10-09

after work went geylang for steamboat with
colleagues then back home early.
chatted with joker on the phone for a while.

21-10-09

Shit! Fall sick again! Damn it!

after work went punggol park meet fx
kokwee emmanuel ken and ken gf for fishing
until morning then back home.

22-10-09

Was resting the whole day at home. so shag!=[

23-10-09

still sick man =[ went grandlink meet weisiong
kanasai me weisiong and ahtai kana jackpot FUCK!!!!!
IDIOT! SUCH AN UNLUCKY DAY!!!!

24-10-09

Happy 24th Birthday Jenniffer! =]

went chinatown meet mother waited
for her to end work later me mother and her
friend went ipanema for club. Enjoy =]

25-10-09

met weisiong at grandlink.
later met ivan chitchat for awhile.
then to kallang mac meet sebast,
russell and their campmate.
slacked awhile then back home

2009-10-11T03:05:00.002+08:00

18-09-09

meet aibao after work at granglink later
to gb meet fc later ken came too. slacked
awhile back home.

19-09-09

went bugis after work to get some stuff,
zen and carleen dear came later. we went balastier eat.
supppose having movie after supper but
end up headed to their house hhahas
then headed home =]

21-09-09

went heeren to meet fx kok wee and martin
then headed to top one at bugis for
singing session. enjoy =]

25-09-09

met fx ken yimin at bg later went d'dragonfly
later ahpui and his frien joined
after drinking we went to play lan
after lan, i went back the rest had their supper hahahs

27-09-09

I'M SICK =[
after work went randlink meet wei siong,
ah tai, ah sheng and ahsheng friend later me and ws
back to airport meet desmond slacked then
back home. =] meeting again on wednesday
for movie. we're looking forward to it

30-09-09

Still sick but recovering =[
met martin at tanah merah
then headed to changi coast resort.
to meet fuxiang, fusheng, kok wee and their
friends. and they are having drinking
session their. hahahs enjoy!

01-10-09

Happy Birthday Fu Sheng!

morning at chalet having card games,
losers had forfit hahahs was so fun.
night itme having bbw and of cos
their drinking session. hahahas enjoy!

02-10-09

moring checked out the chalet
went back home our own ways. and i went to
the clinic =] hehe

03-10-09

met kok wee, kok wee's friend, ah pui, ahpui's gf,
russell and sebast at gb wanted to go
dragonfly but closed so we went s pub at bugis
then sebast sended me home.

07-10-09

met kok wee at amk had dinner there and
headed to top one again hahhas
then back home was fun but kinda bored
cos only rhe both of us =]

08-10-09

after work met fx kok wee and joanne at
punggol park fishing then back home

09-10-09

after work met weisiong first at geylang
had dinner there, slacked at grandlink
then headed to meet kokwee, russell, russell gf,
ahpui, martin, emmanuel, bao, bao's gf and gohbao
at clark quay drinking session again. =]
so much enjoy! thanks friends =]

10-10-09

met weisiong, hongseng, zhihua, zhihua gf,
daryl and his gf at tiong bahru later to
parklane then headed home =]

2009-09-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

21-08-09

finish work early went back home
waited for bf to come over.
bf overnight at my place.

22-08-09

morning bf send me to work. night we didnt meet.
OH GOSH~! I'm so bored at home.

23-08-09

Happy Birthday Jocelyn! =]

bf surpose to meet me go jocelyn chalet tgt de
but bf sleeping so sad. =[
went jocelyn's chalet at pasir ris alone.
we went ehub for some games there while waiting for carleen.
then back to chalet again. later zen send me home.
went to meet des and weisiong at airport.
slacked & talked we all missed those days at kallang.=[

24-08-09

this few days my mood wasn't good,
and and and i ate and smoke alot!!
ARGH~! STRESS!!! GOSH~!!!
I'm gaining so much weight! please help! =[
DAMN IT~!!!

25-08-09

Went KTV with Jennifer, Joanne, Belle and Roy
at balastier was fun! I missed you so much!! =[

26-08-09

WTH~!!! What's wrong woth my attitude man?!

27-08-09

Im so sad! please forgive me.
I just can't sleep the whole night! =[

28-08-09

I really so sorry with my attitude! Please forgive me!
I'm so sad so much disappointed!=[

29-08-09

can't sleep, can't work, can't eat even!
I feel so uncomfortable!
please don't treat me thia way! =[

01-09-09

my heart pain so much,
I love you and really do!=[

02-09-09

Happy Birthday Ben!!

met baoyu, eileen, ben and his friend at airport
later headed to js pub at town.

03-09-09

met wei siong at AMK.
drinking session =[ back home early
slept early too. cos didn't have a
good sleep all this days! =[

04-09-09

had company dinner after work at hougang.
AMK colleague joined too. =]
before we had our dinner me and sandra went
hougang mall shopping. =]
after company dinner back home then headed
to aljunied accompany baoyu at funeral.
TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!

05-09-09

Seriously i missed you so badly la hais saded!
met carleen, zen, leroy and pig mama at bugis.
had our dinner there. having early celebration
for carleen =]

06-09-09

I'm still waiting! =[

07-09-09

Oh man! falling sick le! Please don't fall sick man!
I need to work! i want to work too!!
i miss you much much!

08-09-09

please dont treat me this way can?
I'm really damn upsad leis.
everyday i've to bring a fake simle to work,
face my customer you know is damn xin ku?!
MY GOODNESS!! how can i behave this way?!

09-09-09

Happy 19th Birthday Carleen!

HAPPY~!! find him after work at his house
later he send me back.
seriously you don't seems to loved me like before!

10-09-09

evening meet baoyu slacked!
thanks girl! =]

2009-08-18T09:04:00.000+08:00

08-08-09

met fx all at gb bf later joined.
bf overnight at my place

09-08-09

mc for me today.
morning bf accompany me see doctor
then breadfast then back home rest.
night went katong find his bro and heather

10-08-09

bf went back camp le. gonna miss ya again =[

11-08-09

went sabai with joanne belle
her husband roy qiaohui and 2 more
qiaohui's friend

15-08-09

meet bf fx russell and yiming at
kembangan. then later to bf house
awhile then back home

16-08-09

after work back home.
bf come find me awhile then
he has to go back camp le.
hais sad=[

2009-08-01T10:54:00.001+08:00

30-07-09

Went back home then back to
sengkang. Its a tiring day man.
This week gonna be a long week
bf in camp and no off for me this week.
ARGH~ shag man! I'm missing you badly man!

31-07-09

worked at amk was quite fun
working at amk. hahahs
but little too slack le.

01-08-09

Happy 45th Birthday Mother!

going leroy's birthday celebration today.
oh man! thanks carleen for the
reminder or not i'm still thinking
it was on sunday la. hashahs

02-08-09

Happy 1st Birthday Leroy! (in advance)

5 more days and i can meet my dear le eh!
Waiting Waiting waiting

2009-07-30T10:42:00.003+08:00

haiyo! I miss you man!!

wo xiang ni wo xiang ni wo xiang ni
wo hao xiang ni ehs, hahahs

When the last tears drop fall,
I'm still holding on for all
our memorise. I will stand tall
as i know, you will here with me
in my heart.

Ahma this morning went
to thailand so good. hahash
gonna miss her. she's gone be back
one the 2 August hhahas

2009-07-29T02:48:00.001+08:00

There is no forever but I will love you as long as I can!

2009-07-29T00:10:00.002+08:00

23-07-09

Off day!!

Went julian house to collect
my stuff back. Was pretty sad =[
hahahs

24-07-09

met dear, fx and ahpui at
kembangan mrt station, cos
they're having basketball there.
headed to gb for dinner, slack
and back home.

25-07-09

end work went kembangan to meet
dear and fx, watch them play
basketball hahhas afterwards
accompany bf to his house to change
then back to my house. dear stayed
over my place. =]

26-07-09

Off day!!

bf and i was sleeping the whole day!
hahas PIG!!! hahahs at night met
fx they all at gb. they played basketball
again, hais bored ahhahs was my
unlucky day i can said =[ hahaha

27-07-09

I Hate all of You!!!
I don't even feeling like living
anymore la!!
Didn't meet bf, hahas sad la hahahs

28-07-09

bf went back to camp le!
Oh gosh!! gonna miss him like hell!
can't see him for 2weeks =[
dear, miss you much much!!=]

2009-07-23T01:18:00.003+08:00

20-07-09

after work meet dear,
he book out bcos his on mc
he's sick! hahhas
accompany him awhile back home.

21-07-09

he's back camp. i'm so bored. hahhas

22-07-09

Happy 1st month! =]

meet baoyu aiai come out slack.
hahhas miss her so much man!!
hahhas AIAI Miss you muchmch man!!!
good luck for your further alright!
stay strong! there will be sucess ok!!

2009-07-20T00:57:00.002+08:00

Its For you to read!

I just read the msg you you sended me.
Now then i get to read.
actually if that time you could
get in time to call me and ask why
i would not leave you cos i don't
bear. but now everything is over
really over! i only can say sorry
that i fall in love with the others
first and as the same thing

i want to tell you is, no matter
how far or how long i've left you,
your smell, your face, your size,
your height, your everthing and
our memorise is always
kept in my heart!

Thanks for taking
care of me this 2years!

As to you, treat whoever it is
your grandma or your further gf
good. let them have trust in you!
Don't say or promise anything to them
if you have no confident you
could make it for them.

Remember
sleep more! take care of yourself!
don't drink too much alcohol!
Be good and more trustworthy
so your further gf won't leave
you so easily!

I'm going over top your house this thursday
i know you wouldn't want to see me
so as i, cos i scare after i see you
i won't bear to leave you again.
i hope you will understand.

If you will read my blog again
I just wanted to tell you

I've the greatest present ever is
i ever had your love before.
I know you're hurt, but i only can
say I'm deeply sorry!
i leave you its because your last
promise to me you didn't make it
thats why i leave you. i use to threaten
you but you doesn't really learn the mistakes
i've already gave up on you!
well, its already the past i and you really
have to say GOODBYE!

2009-07-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

Sebast,
I miss you much and I love you too!

Carleen dearr,
I miss you so muchmuchmuchh and
love you muchmuchmuch too!!

Baoyu Aiai,
I miss you muchmuch as well!!

I miss all of you man~!!

BoredomBOREDOM~!!

hahas
Nights everyone!:)

2009-07-19T21:09:00.002+08:00

09-07-09

Happy 21th birthday Fuxiang!

was sick stayed at home the whole day.
Sorry fx didn't celebrate for you
please understand me ya.

10-07-09

Happy 19th birthday Leonie!

I'm sick!
Dear fetch me after work.
went gb slacking and fishing hahahs
Elvin and his friend came after that.
later ah pui joining us too.
dear and i didn't wait for ah pui
to come. we left earlier cos tomorrow
got work.

11-07-09

Sick!
Darling waited for me finish work
back to my house.
bf stayed over my house.=]

12-07-09

Still Sick =[!
After work went gb find bf
they're playing basketball.
Kok Wee joined us later on.
poor Kok Wee!
Afterwards back home.

13-07-09

I'm Still sick! =[
Went bf house find him.
hahah accompany him awhile
then i've to go back le. hahha
he sended me back. hahahs thanks dear!
I Love You!

14-07-09

Oh Man! I'm still freaking sick!!
On mc! =[

15-07-09

Still sick but went back to work.

16-07-09

I miss you so much!

17-07-09

Happy 21th birthday Kokwee!

Meet bf at gb after work.
They're having soccer there.
hahhas after dinner went
badminton court slack while waiting for
Kok Wee to come.
Headed to D' Dragonfly.
Its a sad birthday present he
ever had. i guess! hais
back home bf stayed over my house.
=] love ya!

18-07-09

meet dear at his house.
got bully lohs. hais
nevermind, I'll bully you back
somedays!! hahahha!!
YOU DIE!!!

19-07-09

Bf back camp! I'm so boring!
hhahas dear, I Miss you lots!! =]

2009-07-08T08:41:00.003+08:00

After work went back.

Big bro ask me to do him a flavour.

Kao! he ask me to help small aunty

lend her car, you want borrow

from people don't know how to ask

for yourself must ask ppl help you ask.

WTH MAN!! he got scolded by me la.

hahhas also don't know how to say
thank you must i remind you,
hais tsktsk!

Well, lastly bf I miss you badly!!

looking forward on friday! =]

2009-07-06T09:01:00.004+08:00

26-06-09

bf fetch me after work. we went pasir ris park
his phatoon birthday, later he sented me home

27-06-09

denise chalet!
Happy Birthday girl!

02-07-09

bf took half day off!
went his house met his family members!
GOSH~

03-07-09

he is out of camp! =] we went gb!

04-07-09

met bf at punggol park with
fx, ronald, ronald gf, russell,
ah pui, ah pui gf for fishing. ahhas
quite a fun day! back to gb
met yi ming and ken for supper! hahah
bf send me home =]

05-07-09

bf fetch me after work, went for dinner,
send me back grandma house,
he went back camp le! miss you lots!

2009-06-22T19:43:00.002+08:00

19-06-09

Sebast came came hougang
find me, we went for dinner, afterwards
to marina square . Russell and his gf join us later.
then to gb met fu xiang and the rest.
Sebast send me home.

20-06-09

after work back to grandma's house.
Saw someone I fucking hate here. Damn!
Kao! If i know i won't come
back lohs. Asshole~ arghhhhhhhhhhh~
angry angry angry !!!!

22-06-07

Happily attached to Sebast! =]

After work, went whampoa to meet
Carleen and Leroy. hhahas
Miss them so much!!

OH MAN!! I'M BROKE =[

2009-06-15T22:17:00.002+08:00

07-06-09

Met carleen at geylang awhile,
back home and headed to gb
to me fx they,

08-06-09

I've sign 1 yr contact!
weet yeet weet!!

12-06-09

met sebast at town and his platoon.
we went jackplace for dinner
afterwards we headed to boat quay
his friend celebrating his birthday at jab 1
Lol the whole level 3 is theirs.
and Crystal came with his friend
also the same platoon as sebast.
Shi jie zhen xiao oh! hahah
I left at 1am cos i still have work
tomorrow, Sebast sended me home
and he went back again! zzz
Anyway, Thanks for the dinner and
for sending me home! =]

13-06-09

After work, went out with
Joanne(ladyboss), her son,
Sandra(suppervisor),
Jenny, Xiao hui, Jennifer,
Eileen, Belle and
one more forget the name liao
hhaha 1opm carleen called
me wanted meet her but in the end
cancel =[ back home rest.
Damn tired. hahahs

This coming week Thurs off
Afterwards will be Monday le.
hahha I'm looking forward to my off
days so anyone wanna ask me out?
hahahs

2009-06-08T00:30:00.002+08:00

Happy 2yrs anniversay!

Sorry for delay! Was lazy to blog
cos nothing much to blog with! Hahahs
last night went geylang find Carleen dear
for awhile as she have to have for Zen
to came over and fetch her.
Zen came sended me home,
got my things rushed down to gb
to meet Fu Xiang, Russell, Ah Pui,
Ronald and Sebast. Slack slack slack.
Went Fu Xiang house awhile cos he want to
drag my DJ Max to his psp. Zzz
Stayed up his house till 6am,
Sebast sended me home, Thank ya!
Afterwards, went cake shop bought a cake for him!
But he doesn't apperciate! =[ I'm Freaking sad!!!
GOSH~!!! Well tomorrow will be back to hougang again
11am to 7pm WOO WOO~!!!
After work don't know go where liao. Sian~!!
Alright I'm turning in now! Nights~!

2009-06-06T19:17:00.002+08:00

boredom!!
Boredom!!
Boredom!!
BOREDOM!!
BOREDOM!!

Carleen, i miss Feifei! went can i see Feifei!
Do you remember who is Feifei?
Hahahas

2009-06-05T19:54:00.005+08:00

I miss all of you like hell hahhah!

I'm so BORED!!!

Will be starting working on Monday

i guess? Ladyboss said de. hahha

My dear poor girls, stay strong alright!!

I know its a little difficulties with the

path you've chosen but you but

stay strong alright you can't give

at this moment! Don't get defeated

so easily alright!! I'll always there for

you my poor girls! I love you my girls!

Take good care alright! See ya around soon!

2009-06-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

Afternoon, Annita called me we chatted,
she asked how was all of us? hahahs
Chatted awhile hanged up Aiai called.
Was damn high~! b'cos she finally called me!!
LOL!! Went lunch with dear then afterwards
met Aiai at Ang Mo Kio, accompany her
to find job and interview then headed
over to henderson to find Fion. LOL!
We went there eat chit chat awhile and back home,
was boring b'cos Fion is too busy to entertain us.
HAHHAH Well, thats end of the day! Bye!

2009-06-02T17:40:00.003+08:00

Last night me and baby went
Tiong Bahru Plaza for movie.
for me, not really nice. Hahas
but baby like it zzzz
Afterwards back home, Aiai
use her bro's phone called me
we chatted awhile, Don called
in and we had confence. Hahash
lots of fun talking, Aiai was saying
that she still misses him alot.
Ask me whether did they still
contact me not, i said nope, none
of them. Hahhas suddenly Fion alled me,
Aiai ask to answer and
ask me to ask Fion where is he?
Fion answer aiya don't ask about
him la, why still ask about him?
hahhas the way Fion answered to
Aiai, i felt so funny!! hahahs I'm
still laughing now! LOL!!
Intend to meet Aiai today but then
failed =[ Hahas cos i lazy step out the
house, plus Aiai wants to play
basketball rather than go interview!
Zhen shi de!! tsk tsk~!!
Hahash I'm stoning at home again! =[

2009-06-01T17:46:00.003+08:00

Last night we had an little quarral
is regarding, he and Ah lin.
b'cos his phone has her pic.
Everytime she washes her face he took
the pic. I guess he has fallen for her.
I don't know why suddenly I feel so
heart pain, so sad and I drop
my tears again. I know I shouldn't,
I promise myself that I won't drop
any tears for you anymore
but I just can't help it. =[ GOOSH~!!!

Alright later might be going for
dating. Which we hasn't been going for
quite sometimes. Hahash
we'll be going hougang first for his
badminton, afterwards then have
our dating. Hohoho

I'm looking forward to it!!

2009-05-31T16:02:00.002+08:00

I'm at home the whole day again.
My phone is silent again =[
Aiai, if you can pls find a phone call me,
I'm worried for you, and I miss you much!
At night gonna meet vincent
at clary quay. Lols he say he wants
to spend more time with me.
LOLS!!!
I'm freaking bored!! Please ask me out!
Thank you!! hahahs

[p.s I don't know if this choice is right anot! ]

2009-05-30T23:13:00.003+08:00

Was at home the whole day,
I'm so bored like hell la.
Luckily Wei Siong came over to meet me
for awhile, accompany him
for dinner. After awhile he left
to meet his friend. Shag~!!
Back home stone again! Hahhas
Today is back boring and stone day!!
Cos my phone was totally silent =[
Nights everyone!

Ah boon: get well soon! =]

2009-05-29T16:02:00.004+08:00

I'm meeting carleen, leroy,
fat mama auntie, zen and doralyn now.
Can't wait to see them!! hahhas
we'll be going soul garden for
our dinner i guess.
hahahs gotta enjoy!!
WOOO~ see ya!!
bye~!! =]

2009-05-29T12:03:00.003+08:00

24-05-09

2nd day of work, quite ok
but damn tiring =[
tomorrow will be last day of trail.
Hope everything is fine and smooth!
Shermaine, Jia You oh!! =]

25-05-09

was the last day of trail.
but will be going down tomorrow again
for meeting.
Well, today was super pit day.
HOHOHO! i'm still ok with it.
hahhas

26-05-09

came down for meeting
with ladyboss, and she said
i may start work in june.
weetweet~! ahhahs
after meeting then back home.

27-05-09

was doing nothing at home
the whole day so bored,
Night time when over to
chup lao to meet AIAI.
have been a week didn't
meet her le. Damn freaking
Miss her man! hahahs we had a hug!
hahahs well, after a while we went sin tua
to help out. gosh~! was so tiring!!=[
i've to face those ti ko pei uncles hahahs
the end of the day, i can't to eat my
salad prawns =[ i've to over to
market and eat prawn mee. hahahs

28-05-09

I'M DAMN BORED AT HOME!! =[

29-05-09

AIAI sold her phone, can't contact her =[
Girl, hope everything will be fine!
I'll wait for you and Love you all the way!
You'll always my best sister, Best AIAI!

2009-05-23T21:15:00.003+08:00

Woke up @ 7.45am today.
Rush back home and rush back to hougang!
Gosh~! Well 1st day of work still ok.
A little bored la. ahahahs
tomorrow will be the same 11-7
hohoho.
Macdonal, I miss you ~!!! hahahs
Sorry aiai, I can't accompany you
again le. I need consentate with my work
can't play like that time.
Forgive me alright! I promise you
when I'm free I'll go find you ok!
Love you!

CARLEEN ONG!!!
I MISS YOU!!!!!
LEROY NG!!!
GODMA, MISS YOU TOO!!!
FU XIANG!!!
I MISS YOU!!!
I MISS ALL MY BUDDY AND GOODFRIENDS!!!!!

I'm really tired, got to rest now!
nights people! =]

2009-05-22T13:38:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored! ring me up man!
hahahs

going for an interview at hougang later,
grandma just came back from
polyclinic for checkup.
ah thung called me but i didn't
pick up his call, cos i don't
wanna talk to him.
aiai called me told me about
ah feng hahash
hais. time passes people around changes!
fion called me last night but i sleep already
sorry for not picking up ya,
ah boon didn't text me le =[

macdonal how i wish is you call me lohs!
wondering when will you call me again!!
hais~ wo hao sian ni oh~!